Which hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which entereth into that within the veil; (Hebrews 6:19)
In 2024, I turned my vegetable garden into a pollinator garden. I had help from a neighbor who is very knowledgeable in all types of gardening. He helped me get the plants I needed that would provide host plants for the caterpillars, but then also plants that would provide the nectar that the butterflies would feed on. I ended up being able to watch the whole transformation process of several Black Swallowtails. The life cycle of these little guys is nothing short of a miracle to witness. I had a second batch in late August and since we were going out of town, I asked one of my daughter’s friends if she would like to keep them so she could witness the transformation. I informed her of what she would need to do and I believe all the chrysalises hatched except one or two.
I had let her borrow my butterfly box and when I got it back, I just set it out on the hot water heater in my garage. This is the box I use where the caterpillars stay until they enter the chrysalis stage and eventually hatch out. I never thought about cleaning it out. This was around mid- to late September.
It was November 22 and I was trying to pack up and get ready to go on a weekend trip with my mom, sister, and my daughter. It was a much needed get away as November had been a pretty stressful month. I went out in my garage and was coming in when something caught my eye. I stepped back out of the door into the garage and looked to my right and couldn’t believe my eyes. There was a Black Swallowtail that had emerged in my box. Since I had never cleaned the butterfly box out from its prior use that one unhatched chrysalis had stayed in there. It had been at least 2 months since the last batch of butterflies had hatched. I was so surprised and excited to see that butterfly.
It was at that moment that God gave me a overwhelming sense of hope for the season I was in. It was a season of constant stress and worry. I felt as if God whispered to my heart to hang on because change was coming so just be patient. He knew I needed that encouragement and that boost of hope.
Sometimes the seasons we go through can be dark and painful, but I was reminded in that moment of the butterfly. That little one that had just emerged had been tucked away in that dark chrysalis for 2 months. I am sure the process was long and sometimes painful but look at the beauty that was a result from it. God can also bring beauty to us at the end of those weary seasons. Sometimes it can show up right in the middle of the darkest moments. I knew I had to release that butterfly and I was concerned because of the cold temperatures and the gusty winds. I wondered if it would survive, but then I reminded myself that God already knew the moment it would hatch. He cares about his creation and prepared that butterfly for that moment. The same goes for our lives. Nothing that happens in our lives catches God by surprise. He is all knowing and he is with us always.
I pray that if you are in a difficult season right now, God would send some hope and encouragement your way. He loves you. Don’t give up and don’t stop praying.
Keep moving forward,
Hayley W
Unpolished & Imperfect 